Jōb Nikki

Blank

There are missing pieces

Parts I forgot

Parts I took for granted

The expressions of your excitement

The happiness in your eyes when you knew I felt loved

That showed me how much I didn’t see the importance

Of loving you back

With half as much abandon

But the fear of when you gave up on me

Always pulled me back into rage filled fear

That I turned on you

Before you took action

Too sensitive to each others queues

We’ve been under the others skin

Creating buried land mines

Waiting to explode

I thought we’d rule the world together

Now I’m dying alone at the bottom of the sea