I thought about the day we met
How we ignited with excitement
To find a sympathetic ear
We told a lifetime of trauma
To one another
Never judging
Simply giving reassuring smiles
I don’t know how everything changed
Now you hate me for my pain
You resent me for my battles
Talk about me with your friends and exes
You should have listened to their warnings
You’d hurt me
I’d yell at you
You’d lie
I’d cry
We don’t talk about what you did
But we’ll never forget how I screamed at you
I just wish you still cared
Watching me as my nightmares come true
I wish we could work together
Telling me you deserved better
Because there was a time
When being soft
Was easy with you
I’d love to go back
To gentle cuddles
In our bed
On a lazy sunny afternoon
Jōb Nikki 
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