“Give In”
I scream at the sky
As more impossibilities
Are thrown at me
To overcome
I wait for him to care
Stupid girl inside
He thinks he’s showing me what I lost
He’s just showing me what he lacked
Telling me I’m worthless
Love doesn’t work like that
As the world proves him right
What have I done to deserve
All of these rigged fights
“Don’t give in
You have to stay alive”
While they show me
Why I’d be better off dead
I’ll never understand
All of this hurt passed around
Maybe I’ll just sit
Until mold covers my skin
And the earth takes me back
I didn’t ask to be here
Can’t I just give in
Jōb Nikki 
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